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Most kids at age eleven are busy playing with their friends and enjoying their life as a kid. Kids at this age should not have to worry about real problems, but that wasn’t the case for one Jaycee Lee Dugard. Jaycee’s family had just recently moved to a new neighborhood in South Lake Tahoe, California, because they believed it would be safer for their eleven-year-old daughter. Despite their best efforts, their daughter was kidnapped while walking to the bus stop just a few months later.1

Every morning before Jaycee went to school, her mom would come into her room and kiss her goodbye. However, on the morning of June 11, 1991, Jaycee waited and waited for her door to open and for her mom to come in, but her mother never did. She was a little upset, but quickly dismissed her mother’s absence, convinced that it was nothing serious. She got up and dressed herself up in her favorite all-pink outfit and headed out the door. Her stepfather, Carl Probyn, was already hard at work in the garage, and could clearly see Jaycee heading up the hill to the bus stop. As his stepdaughter climbed higher up the hill, Carl noticed a grey van slow down, make a U-turn, and go back up the hill after her. Jaycee saw the van pull up next to her and just assumed that the people inside were going to ask her for directions. Little did Jaycee know that she would spend the next eighteen years of her life in captivity.2

Phillip Garrido, a sex offender serving parole at the time, pulled up next to Jaycee as his wife Nancy shot her with a stun gun, rendering her completely numb and unable to run for help. They grabbed Jaycee and dragged her into the van.3 Back at the bottom of the hill, Carl could only watch in horror as the van began to speed away. Not wasting a second, he immediately jumped on his bike and tried to chase down the van. Carl was no Olympic biker, and, despite his best efforts, he ultimately failed to keep up with the van. While in the vehicle, Nancy held Jaycee down as she fell in and out of consciousness during the three-hour drive to Antioch, California. After three long hours of driving, Jaycee ultimately arrived at her new home. A blanket was thrown over her head as she was guided to the backyard, where she was promptly handcuffed and thrown into a freezing, soundproof shed. Phillip immediately followed her into the shed and raped her for the first time.4 Once it was over, Phillip told Jaycee that there were Doberman Pinschers stationed outside of the shed that were trained to attack if she tried to escape.5

The picture above shows the backyard where Jaycee was kept for 18 years. She hardly ever left this area | Courtesy of NSNews

For the first seven months of her captivity, Jaycee spoke to no one but Phillip. She began to depend on him for everything. Jaycee would later explain that, “I craved human contact so much by then that I actually looked forward to him coming to see me; it felt like he was bestowing a gift to me… his presence.”6 What Jaycee didn’t know is that she was starting to show signs of Stockholm Syndrome, a term used to describe a relationship in which a captive begins to fall in love with their captor.7

Throughout it all, Jaycee remained convinced that Phillip was mentally disturbed. He would tell her that the “demon angels” let him take her and that she would aid with his sexual problems. Most of the time he was high on meth and would force Dugard to listen to the imaginary voices that he claimed to hear within the walls.8

As time passed, Jaycee found herself stuck in an endless cycle of watching television, taking naps, and waiting for dinnertime. On Easter Sunday, 1994, Phillip came into the room and told Jaycee that he believed she was pregnant.9 Phillip forced Jaycee to watch television shows about babies to prepare her for the inevitable day when she would have to give birth. One fateful night, Jaycee found herself in pain like she had never experienced before. Luckily, Nancy decided to check on her that night, and, after assessing the situation, she decided to fetch Phillip. After a few minutes, the couple marched down the stairs of the shed armed with a variety of towels and a large bowl of hot water. Jaycee’s water broke only a few hours later, and she quickly began the birthing process. At 4:35 a.m., her first daughter came into the world. Shortly thereafter, Phillip and Nancy agreed that the child should be known only as “A,” simply because they wanted to dehumanize her.10

Jaycee felt like her only escape from the shed was the act of taking care of her daughter. Nancy and Phillip granted extra privileges to their prisoner to accommodate the new baby, and Jaycee genuinely appreciated it. As she watched her daughter grow from a baby to a toddler, her feelings for the child only grew in stronger. Not long after her child celebrated her second birthday, Jaycee learned that she was pregnant again. Nancy and Phillip started to redecorate the shed that Jaycee and A were staying in, and the couple even built a fence around their property, so that they could start having “family barbecues” with their prisoners. Jaycee enjoyed the freedom, but she later explained that, “I stand and stare at this door that once was my prison. I am in another kind of prison now. Free to roam the backyard but still prisoner nonetheless. I feel I am bound to these people—my captors—by invisible bonds instead of constant handcuffs.”11

On November 12, 1997, Jaycee knew her baby was coming. She went to wake Phillip and Nancy, fearing their anger at her interruption. Much to her surprise, the couple simply gathered the supplies once again and gave Jaycee codeine to help with the pain. It wasn’t a long delivery, and Jaycee soon found herself with a second daughter. She was still breastfeeding A, who was now three years old, and found it very difficult to breastfeed two children at the same time. As a result, Nancy quit her job within the CAP (Client Assistance Program) so that she could stay home and help Jaycee take care of the girls.12 Nancy and Phillip began to display a great amount of emotion towards Jaycee, which was a big difference from the way that they used to treat her. The problems nevertheless persisted, as Phillip was quick to warn Jaycee that Nancy was having a very hard time accepting the fact that the girls called Jaycee “Mommy,” because she felt like she was their mom. Phillip wanted the girls to start referring to Jaycee as their sister in order to make Nancy feel better about herself. Accordingly, he ordered Jaycee to pick another name that she would like to be called. After some internal debate, Jaycee eventually decided to change her name to Allissa.

Jaycee was not allowed to leave the backyard until her oldest daughter was two years old. One day, Phillip decided that he wanted to take his family to the beach. Originally, Jaycee was terrified of the idea because she had not been out of the backyard in a very long time. Despite her initial concerns, the group thoroughly enjoyed the experience. As the trip came to an end, Jaycee began to appreciate the efforts Phillip and Nancy were making towards the family. After the first beach trip, Phillip and Nancy began taking the girls on more vacations. At one point, Nancy even convinced Phillip to let her take the girls to go get their nails done because she believed that it would be a good bonding experience. As time went by, they started to do more and more things as a family. On Halloween in 1999, they all went to a local farm and dressed up. During the trip, Phillip’s guard was totally removed. The idea of getting caught no longer worried him, because he deeply trusted Jaycee and knew that she would never say anything to get him in trouble.13

The police had many missed opportunities to find Jaycee Dugard. For one, Phillip had many surprise visits from his parole officer, who observed two little girls running around in the backyard and thought nothing of it. For another, Phillip began to get careless during his numerous visits, even going so far as to talk about the children directly to the officer. Later, he would cite his hatred of “the law” as the primary source of his carelessness.14 On August 24, 2009, Phillip brought the girls with him to the FBI office, because he believed that people would be more likely to listen to him if he had children.15 As they all returned home, Phillip began to inform Jaycee about an encounter with two police officers on the campus of the University of Berkeley who were interested in him. The very next day, Jaycee was in the backyard on the family computer when Nancy rushed to tell her that Phillip had been arrested. Jaycee was immediately struck with disbelief. No one in the family knew the reason behind Phillip’s arrest, and they all decided to sit and wait for Phillip’s call. A couple of hours later, Phillip and his parole officer walked in. Nancy ran in excitement to embrace him. The parole officer uncuffed him and instructed Phillip to return to the parole office in the morning.

In the morning, Phillip descended into the shed to wake up Jaycee. He demanded that she dress herself and her daughters, informing her that the entire family was going to the parole meeting with him. “He said he was tired of this harassment from the authorities and wanted them to see that everything was okay, so he could continue with his project/mission.”16 Prior to the meeting, Phillip instructed Jaycee to tell the officers that she was the mother of the two girls, and that she was well aware that he was a sex offender. When they arrived at the office, Phillip’s parole officer immediately separated Phillip from the girls, as minors were not permitted in the waiting room. The parole officer led the girls into a private room and began questioning them right away. Among other things, he asked them to explain their reason for staying with the Garrido’s. After just twenty minutes, the officer released them and told them to wait in the car. The girls were waiting for Phillip to walk down the steps, but instead, two parole officers came out to the car. They took Jaycee back into the station for questioning, this time with a female officer. After some resistance from Jaycee, the officer informed her that she would be fingerprinted if she failed to tell the truth. The female officer, unsatisfied with Jaycee’s answers, eventually left to speak to Phillip. After hours of questioning, she returned to Jaycee and told her that Phillip had confessed to kidnapping her several years ago. After uncovering her original name, the police quickly reunited Jaycee with her daughters and contacted her mother. As soon as her mother got the call, Jaycee remembers a voice screaming through the phone, “My daughter has been found!”17 The very next day, Jaycee would finally get to be reunited with her mother and sister, who hadn’t seen her since she was a young child.

Phillip and Nancy Garrido’s mugshots after being arrested for the kidnapping of Jaycee Lee Dugard | Courtesy of CNN

When morning came, Jaycee was excited yet terrified at the same time. She worried that her mother might refuse to accept her children, and that her mother would be mad at her for not making an attempt at escape. When she saw her mom for the first time, however, tears immediately filled both of their eyes. They embraced each other with a huge hug and stood there crying on each other’s shoulders. After a few moments, her mom quietly said to her, “I knew I would see you again. Do you remember when we used to sit outside on the porch swing and talk about the moon as it rose high in the sky? Well, when you were taken from me, I used the moon to talk to you. I’ve been talking to you for so long now.”18

Jaycee Dugard and her mother, Terry Probyn reunited at last | Courtesy of ABC News

Jaycee is now free and is currently enjoying her life with her mother, sister, and her two daughters. Adapting to modern life hasn’t been particularly easy for her, but she takes comfort in the endless love and support that she receives from her family. Today, she fights to make sure that her daughters have the childhood that she never had the chance to experience. Jaycee Dugard is now thirty-eight years old, and is doing her best to not allow her eighteen years of captivity to get in the way of doing things that she never had the liberty to do. Just one year after she was reunited with her mother, she visited Nancy in prison because she wanted closure. Upon meeting her, Jaycee could barely control herself as she told Nancy that what she and Phillip did to her was not okay in any way. She could tell that Nancy felt sorry for her, but Nancy’s pity only confused her. After all, if she really felt sorry for her, why did Nancy keep quiet all of those years? Jaycee couldn’t forgive her, telling her that, “You do not follow someone blindly as they lead you over a cliff.”19 She informed Nancy that she needed to start thinking about her future, because Phillip would be stuck in a jail cell for the rest of his life. With that, and a simple goodbye, Jaycee would officially turn her back from her dark past.20 Jaycee is now trying to get those eighteen years back by living her best life possible.

  1. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 3.
  2. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 20-21.
  3. Encyclopedia Britannica, 2018, s.v. “Kidnapping.”
  4. Encyclopedia Britannica, 2018, s.v. “Rape,” by Anne Barstow.
  5. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 43-68.
  6. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 55.
  7. Encyclopedia Britannica, 2018, s.v. “Stockholm Syndrome,” by Laura Lambert.
  8. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 62.
  9. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 75.
  10. Encyclopedia Britannica, 2017, s.v. “Pregnancy.”
  11. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 130.
  12. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 135.
  13. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 155-157.
  14. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011),162 .
  15. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 170.
  16. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 204.
  17. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 211.
  18. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 214.
  19. Jaycee Dugard, A Stolen  Life (New York: Simon & Schuster, 2011), 245.
  20. Heather Hillsburg, “Urban Captivity Narratives: Captivity and Confession in Women’s Writing,” Canadian Review of American Studies 47 (2017): 289.

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  • Leeza Cordova

    It was crazy to think about how many times that they were so close to finding Jaycee, yet she was still held captive. It was also very mind blowing to think that she was able to go out in public, and no one even noticed who she was. This article reminded me about another one I read talking about how we dont always know who are neighbors are, and I think this assumption can relate to this article. Maybe one of his neighbors saw something out of the ordinary, but never reported it.

  • Krystal Rodriguez

    Its so crazy how someone can just accept being captive and not try to find a way out. Its sad to know she had to grow up with these people who hurt her and manipulated her. Her children were also taking some of the burden since they were captive with her. Its so sad to know this man was careless and even took the girls on vacation and to get their nails done even though he kidnapped her and raped her. This story is so devastating.

  • Nadia Carrasco

    This was such a sad article to read yet had my attention all the way through. The author did a great job on explaining all the details as I could see how it could het confusing the write. This case was for sure a different one because it was so public. What is most surprising to me was how the parole officer did not catch on to anything for a while. This story has a lot of sick twists and really makes you think a different way.

  • Rosario Moreno

    Whoa 18 years of her life completely gone. I thought it was crazy how both Jaycee and her captives really embodied the idea of being a family. They all strongly believed that they were this big happy family. Also, it was so strange that the parole officer didn’t catch on sooner. Overall great article, it had me on the edge.

  • Thomas Fraire

    I found two things exceptionally bizarre. To begin with, when Nancy had an issue with the children calling Jaycee “mommy” since I accept they both were taking care of the young ladies, be that as it may, Jaycee was likely around the young ladies more and they are her blood. Furthermore, when Nancy and Phillip began to gotten to be near with Jaycee and the children. I think the reason for them getting to be near with her is since of her dependability and she never attempted to run absent with all the extraordinary benefits they were giving her of course. For the foremost portion, I truly delighted in and appreciated this article.

  • Emily Velazquez

    This story was so sad to read. It is crazy how invested Phillip and Nancy became into the family that they made through Jaycee. Eighteen years is a very long time to be separated from your family and kept captive. It is strange how Phillip and Nancy took the family out and did normal family things with Jaycee and her two daughters. It is devastating that all of Jaycee’s young years were stripped from her and even some from her children. She is a very strong women to have endured all of that. Hopefully her and her daughters are able to adjust to the lifestyle they are supposed to live and it is great for them.

  • Diamond Davidson

    I found two things very unusual. First, when Nancy had a problem with the children calling Jaycee “mommy” because I believe they both were taking care of the girls, however Jaycee was probably around the girls more and they are her blood. Secondly, when Nancy and Phillip started to become close with Jaycee and the children. I think the reason for them becoming close with her is because of her loyalty and she never tried to run away with all the special privileges they were giving her of course. For the most part I really enjoyed and admired this article.

  • Rebeca Escobar

    I remember reading her story and her book a long time ago. What Nancy and Phillip did to her is so horrendous and terrible, I admire Jaycee’s strength and how she pushed through her ordeal. Eighteen years is a very long time to be out of touch with the outside world, and it hurts missing out on so much and being away from so many for such a long time. It angers me that there were countless opportunities for her to be found. Her story presents the example of Stockholm Syndrome and how fear is an even bigger captor and threat. I am happy she’s been reunited with her mother and that she is doing all she can to get all those lost years back, and that the monsters who took so much of her life away are now paying the price.

  • Sharriah Martinez

    This story hurt my heart. For one I am the oldest of 3 girls. My sisters are 17 and 12 years old & i guard them both with my life. I couldn’t even begin to imagine my life without them. Even more so my life without them for 18 years. I couldn’t imagine what her mother felt, her step father seeing her kidnapped and not being able to get her back. While reading the story I felt so sad. It is crazy that her kidnappers never got caught, especially with how involved the cops were in his life. This world is a crazy world, it doesn’t matter how hard you try to protect your kids, or the precautions you try to take. Some things are out of your control, and it will eat you alive knowing you cant do anything to change it.

  • Victoria Salazar

    Crazy article! I wonder why Jaycee’s mom and stepdad moved to a different area to keep her safe in the first place. What was it about the other area that alarmed them? Anyways, I can’t even imagine what her stepdad felt as he watched Jaycee get taken into the car. Her Stockholm Syndrome was very understandable especially due to the young age she was taken at. There are honestly just so many things about the situation that this article brought to my attention such as how her mom felt not having given her a kiss that morning or how Jaycee managed to heal after the 18 years of torture. I am glad she was able to get her life back on track after she was found.

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